He's like the surprise Christmas present that you forgot to open Christmas morning. Tonight, while pondering the awful things going on in Gaza and how completely incompetent and ineffectual our asshole President is, I remembered that the dark knight (ahem) is on his way. It made me really happy, and I'm literally filled with hope that he can do something about this mess and our economic troubles.
Two other things. I'm going to the gym tomorrow (tomorrow!) and I'm signing the fuck up. My fat pants were snug to put on today, and that's just intolerable. I've been fat before, and it makes the second time easier. But getting even fatter than I've ever been, when I've already been pretty fat? No fucking way. NO FUCKING WAY!
I don't even care. I have no life, I can go to the gym every fucking day. All it means is taking a later train home. And I can afford a personal trainer too, to 1) teach me a bunch of fancy-pants exercises and best practices so that I maximize my workout and 2) inspire me to keep a schedule/appointments (harder to blow off the gym when you have an appointment with a trainer).
As for the second thing, I FINALLY bought a book that I've wanted for more than 3 years. It is The Computer Music Tutorial by Curtis Roads. It's basically a textbook for all things computer music. Not just MIDI, Digital Audio Workstation, home-music-production stuff. We're talking synthesis, digital signal processing, etc. Hardcore stuff like you'd learn in Bianchi's classes if he was teaching grad students. I already own The Csound Book, a similarly intimidating tome. However I found The Csound Book to be too application specific, though it was fun to work through some of the tutorials.
Anyways, with the new book, I finally plan on pursuing my dream of programming/creating a virtual analog synthesizer in Audio Unit format. This goal is a bit 'rained on' by my discovery the other day (while doing 6+ hours of research) of Rham which is EXACTLY what I wanted to do. My heart is so broken, I was tempted to use a <blink> tag.
But at least I'm not going to be fat anymore.
Oh and Christmas was nice.




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Hi there, how are you? It's been many years since I've seen you....please tell Dee and Scott that I've said "hi". They'll know who it is.
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